To Contain

2024

Definitions from Oxford Languages:

Contain

  1. Have or hold (someone or something) within.

    1. Be made up of (a number of things); consist of.

  2. Control or restrain (oneself or a feeling).

    1. Prevent (a severe problem) from increasing in extent or intensity.

Latin origin: continere, to hold altogether.

I got this cover a couple of weeks ago, and it saved the strawberries from the slugs. Before the covers were put back on, the kids had a strawberry each.

Today, I had an appointment with a psychiatrist. We discussed my worsening symptoms for the third time postpartum. I likely wasn’t diagnosed until now because I learnt to contain my symptoms. I can no longer contain what is within.

To contain keeps looping in my head. I can’t stop thinking of the image of the strawberries contained in the mesh cover, contained and protected.

iPhone note from July 26, 2024

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